I am feeling alone and lonely, but it isn't I want someone over to chat with or whatever, I have a bad back injury and am having a hard time working myself up to do the laundry and I have next to no support. I need someone to come over and help but I posted on facebook about how alone and unloved I feel and I had like 20 posts of how they all love and care about me, but I need someone to love me enough to come over and help me figure out how to get my house in order. Is it just that I have a different love language (actions speak louder than words kinda thing) or am I being unfair to want that, they all know I have health problems and what I am dealing with having to move out but no one has actually offered to come over, and I feel afraid of rejection if I ask. My own sister won't do anything but ask me out for coffee, IDK am I being unfair? I know everyone has their own lives to live but I really am at the end of my rope, there has to be someone that can help me? I am going back to the doctor Monday to find out how long this back injury should take to heal. The pain is the worst I have ever been in (and I am a 2 time cancer survivor with 4 surgeries so it is BAD) I have vicodin and tylenol 3 and Ibuprofen and am trying to alternate so I don't get immune to the vicodin because it has happened before, and that is the only one that gives me enough relief to sleep at night. Anyway I would feel guilty regardless to sit here and watch someone clean my house. I just don't know what else to do.