Youre having a tough time with this & I sure hope you're in a position to work on the issue with a therapist. I couldn't tell your gender from your profile so am not sure whether you're the subject or object here, but whichever is the case I feel the depth of your concern. Either it's a new issue or you've been dealing with it elsewhere ... So few posts in over three yrs at PC!
Keep posting, fill us in a bit if you don't mind. Are you having problems in relationships? Trouble committing to relationships?
Glad you're here.