(((((((WelcomeToTheJungle))))))))

Your not a loser in a stupid world, you have personal struggles that you need help with. You truely must realize that your not alone in having personal struggles. You truely have to make it a point to stop holding your problems in, YOU DO NEED THERAPY. You cannot continue holding this in, you need to work with a good therapist that can help you find why you self harm and help you overcome it. There is a reason why people self harm and your not alone, many others do this. Please don't think of yourself as a failure, you are not a failure, you simply need guidance to help you address this personal problem.

I think you should go and see your guidance councelor and privately tell him/her that you need help in telling your mother that you need counceling. Your councelor can help you "privately" get the help you need so that you don't continue to feel hopeless and worthless. Believe it or not many teenagers struggle with issues where they DO need help, your not alone and you CAN learn to overcome this.

((((((Hugs))))))
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