I'm right there with you! I want to quit. I quit for nine years and started up a year ago. it's so stupid and I hate myself for it, but then it quiets my anxiety if only for a minute. I don't know how to quit this time around. I have patches, electronic cigarette, lozenges, but I'm missing the willpower! the first time I quit was on a bet with two coworkers. they were both smoking the very next day and I kept on without them. perhaps you and I can set a date and time and see who can last the longest?