I get so irritated with everyone and myself. I'm in a bad mood all the time. I'm always upset or sad. I feel like crying. There are days when I don't want to eat at all, but I do, because I know I have too, but I don't eat as much as I should be. I've lost 15 pounds in 2 and a half months. I'm underweight. Then there are days when I can't stop eating, and all I can think about is having food. Today is one of those days. I hate these random binges.