actually 3 questions.

first one is:

do all therapists really go before a board of their colleagues and discuss individuals they have sessions with, at least american ones?

second is:

im starting to question if i really have this disorder. i was dx'd at 15. its not that i suspect i dont. its that i dont even know. i dont know what to think. im severely confused.

third is:

if i go to a psychiatrist to check my Dx. can i refuse their meds? will they put me away if i do?
last time i saw psychiatrist was literally a year ago nearly this week. and they put as schizoaffective
but i fear its just cause i said my past standing Dx was schizoaffective.