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Jan 09, 2012, 11:36 AM
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Member Since: Oct 2009
Location: Louisianna
Posts: 1,473
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Thanks again Gr3tta and I didn't take it that way at all. I always like to hear other possibilities because really, until it's "cured" there could be any curve ball thrown that completely changes what I thought was really going on. Until it starts to get fixed, it's anyones guess what it is that needs to be fixed. Unfortunately they don't have psych info coming from lab testing culture testing blood drawing etc... A brain scan can help a little I'm sure, but really it's anyones guess until it's resolved. I appreciate any and all other angles given.
I spent most of my time in doctors offices, the majority of my childhood was spent in the nurses office with one pain or another. Literally, it would make my mom so mad 4 out of 5 days I would have them call my mom to pick me up because I felt so horrible, she was a single full time working 4 jobs mom, she didn't like having to leave work early every day. With all the stomach pains, back pains, private area pains, headaches etc etc etc it is a huge jumbled mess just like my mental health. Somewhere everything went haywire and now I'm in a tangled webb where supposedly everything and anything is wrong with me, but not wrong enough to cause permanant or serious changes, only enough to annoy me or drive me nuts.
It's hard enough seperating the physical problems from emotional problems. Then when you try to sort mental problems and if they were learned problems, result problems, panic problems etc, sorting all of the whys and hows of the mind is another quest on its own. Just need that t to guide the way... Or pc has been doing pretty good with that 
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