Im 44 and have been dealing with 2 pain disorders and other health issues for 20 yrs. Im not exactly depressed, Im just sick and tired of being sick and tired. Honestly, I dont know how much more I can take of being in pain (physically) all the time and the meds not doing anything to really calm it. Gods know, Ive been on almost every med known to man and science and I just cant take anymore. Im honestly on the verge of just saying F*** life and putting a gun to my head. Thats how bad things are right now.

Any suggestions are appreciated.

Peace!
G.