It's truly sad when we have to put our gaurd up in a place we used to once trust. But I think that happens everywhere, and through time it will begin to feel more like how it used too. At least I hope, depends on everyones willingness I guess. Just remember, although there is those few that seem to decieve, there is also the majority who are worth having around.

I hope you feel better hun, take a nice relaxing break.