This check-in is a good thing, I'm not knocking it. But I'm effing resentful that I've gotten myself in this effed-up position. It was not my plan, it was not me. And yet, here I am, all sobered up. It's a Pyrrhic victory, I tell you. *

*Gone for the next 1.5 months....wishing all of you a dizzying succession of 24 hrs of sobriety.