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I don't know how it works for you where you are, but it sounds like you could benefit from intensive drug treatment before you start the therapy - do you have in patient residential rehabs where you are. They can be really helpful in getting you a solid base of clean time, plus show you how to develop routines, that don't revolve around using.
Just a thought.
Good luck.
spliti
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