thanks rain i dont think i could have done it if she hadnt just broke it down line by line .that really did help.it didn't seem so overwelming for a while.i never thought to look at it by one line at a time.she really made me feel ok if i could just read that one line and worry about the next if the time came.i do feel good about it

BTW i am still cleaning popcorn out of my pockets.pizza and soda the next time