W1, i hope you know how truly sorry that i am that you're still so scared. i'm surprised that there is sympathy for sleeps. mixed messages are terribly unfair to you. i don't understand it either.

i've always said "i have your back"....i'm not so sure of it now as it doesn't seem as if i can help protect others. i've said things that were misconstrued here and i'm heartbroken about it. all i hope for PC is this: safety, comfort, truth, trust and loyalty..along with support. "i'm going to try to keep having your back"...and i am, hopefully, going to be a tough enough ole broad to come through when it's needed. love, pat