Hugs to you ((((((((Bmee2))))))))! Sucks when we feel like we are just spinning in circles, that's the way I feel most days. One day at a time is the way I do it. If I don't I get all caught up in worry which I know really makes me sick. You are so right about asking for what you want, for the longest time I believe people could read my mind, then I would get angry when I didn't get what I wanted! DUH! ask! Sending good vibes your way for a better day!