Ok, so i have this overwhelming desire to belong and to fit in. I hate where i work, it feels like one minute i fit in and then the next i don't. I don't know what to think. One minute i'm getting promoted and then the next everyone ignores me and acts like i'm stupid. I hate this. It's not like i got a real promotion. i just got promoted from part time to full time. I hate how i'm supposed to go to work and pretend to be happy. I'm not happy. I just want to be left alone. Becasue if i act like i'm not happy then everyone wants to know why and repeating the story many times doesn't exactly make the situtation any better. Oh and then if no one wants to know why , then i feel like no one cares. Am i whinning about nothing here? Are my problems actually really minor?
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