keep us posted suki.  i'm familiar with MM. i chose to go to AA but the 30 day test can help you decide. each time a drug comes to mind you can write it down and keep a list. the list may be long as the 30 days goes by. that info is helpful too. sometimes ppl white knuckle it for the 30 days then use again. i wish you the best.
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Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish, in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle.
The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours..~Ayn Rand
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