GMA45 - I don't think that you should have to through that stress all of the time. How long have you been with your Pdoc? I was wondering if he really knows you at all. My Pdoc has been seeing me for a couple (2-3 yrs) years and sees me twice a year. He prescribes my medications for 90 days with one refill. I am fairly stable so it works well for me/us. I know that if I am not well I just need to call him. Perhaps you should consider a new Pdoc? Something to think about anyway. Tuti