(((splitimage))) i know the feeling well, being a PTSD sufferer myself. i try to visualize a life without PTSD in my future. frankly, i don't see much else about my future. sometimes my thoughts do veer to suicide as an option to the suffering from PTSD. i want the PTSD to end so much. like you, i see a T. today the T asked me if the PTSD was subsiding. a little, i said. but, it's still there everyday and when i have a bad day, it's there in full force. T's try to heal us. and it is said that time heals. i do not know how long it will take to heal. that's the problem when time is the healer; there is no set time for it to happen. thoughts of suicide are just the wish to be healed; it's an odd form of disguised hope. when it comes to a PTSD cure, it seems that time is taking its time. it cannot come soon enough.