...,some days are easy even breezy!
I carried an unhelpful attitude around with me for a couple of days there...
and I didn't do the drinkin' thing.
I guess this must activate some kinda' personal karma because the attitude faded and I got a free ride today...
I will only briefly entertain my curiosity...I wonder did the unhelpful attitude cause the urge to drink?
...or did the urge to drink cause the unhelpful attitude....leading again to the urge to drink? unfortunately I must leave solving this riddle for another time...despite it being so really really really interesting...bleh!
...and a gift from my more favourable synapse activity?
and my first sincere candidate for my gratitude list!
1: A wonderful result of sobriety is waking up in the morning without the 'horrors'....without regrets, and without the out of control need to get out of that crap headspace with more drink.
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