Gerard the frontman of my favourite band - has a lot of good quotes, my psychologist said if I keep thinking like that on my way there - it shoud help.

I did get there and stayed for a bit - then I got too anxious and had to go. I forgot to take half my medication as well.

I think I can go next week though.

My medication isnt working yet though.

Then I got followed by the police - I'm going to call them tomorrow and tell them to quit doing it and few other things, because I know what they are doing.