I slept so-so last night. I took my wife to dialysis early this morning, around 5:30 am, and tried to sleep afterwards but wasn't successful. I rested my body and mind though. I walked the dog. I read on in a book I've been reading. I bought a breakfast sandwich and newspaper downtown. The weather is nice today, high 20s and sunny with little wind, and it was pleasant walking to the stores and back. I will pick up my wife at dialysis at around noon. I will, hopefully, get some housework done and practice my guitar. I pick up my step-son after school and then off to work. It might sound like a lot, but I enjoy my life and am very grateful for all that the universe has given me. I enjoy giving back, too. I don't feel the compulsion to use substances today. Not just because I don't want to endure the consequences, but also because I don't want to mess up the goodness in my life currently. I never really enjoyed using "that" much anyway. Feeling physicly sick and tired and being broke and despised by many people whose opinions I now value, wasn't anything I would recomend or want to repeat. I can only stay clean today, tomorow will bring new challenges, I'm certain of that. Thanks...