Because you can't get into chat, you plan to quit life?? That's a might weak excuse... including your insurance. Don't know what to tell you about your insurance, but your County Mental Health facility can help you. Have you PMed the doc directly? ... or CAM ... or any of the moderators?? Have you noticed that you aren't the only one that can't get into chat?? Not even some of the moderators can get in! Puuleeeeez!

<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>