((Split Image and Everyone that relates))

I keep getting told that this is my "safe" place - the thought and plan of suicide is my safe place and I should find a new one- it is rather tough for me and yet to have succeeded in finding a new one totally.
I seriously don't think it will ever "go away fully" as some would like- but it is work in progress as everything is as everyone/human is.

I am partially shocked that the inability to plan out or to go through with those plans in life could attach to PTSD-- that is something for me to sit and chew on for a bit-- I don't know- I have potential but yet fail at using my potential as i know, and don't know

Big hugs to you all