Yeah, I am unmedicated....

my cures? Existentialism. Admitting that compared to history, most my worries are so insignificant.... but I do believe I am here for a reason, whatever it may be (after all we do create meaning ourselves) and I am trying to make the best of life.

I think my cynical idealist attitude helps a bit. I believe in people and that good things are possible, but I am prepared for the worst just in case.

I have my herbs, some of them planted at home, my bach essences and crystals, I have my relaxation techniques. I have psytrance. I write and draw out my sorrows. I traveled to places that taught me perspective.

I am trying my best to be at peace with myself and the world. I am aware of the bad (our well being is not an excuse to shut eyes and do nothing for the world), but at the same time I try to appreciate the good.