I just find everything so stressful. I've got sooooo much stuff to learn all at once and then remember it (studyin pharmacy) and i've also been severely depressed. It's so not happening. I feel like I'll never get there. I want so many things out of life and it just seems so impossible with all the pressure and all. It's hard trying to recover from bulimia and severe depression and everything else at the same time. I just don't feel like i have a future- dats depression talking!!!!
-Sezzie- the no-hoper