T does allow for emails between sessions-and it usually he gets back to me pretty quick...but the last email he sent was from his house (because it didn't have his work info on the bottom) and so I don't even know if he has been into the office yet this week...so I know I won't be able to see him tomorrow...but I'm trying to remind myself that it is OKAY to admit needing this...I should not be ashamed of this...or worried that T will suddenly think I was such a pain in the butt about something that he will have to stop seeing me...gosh I thought I was over this fear : (