To Unhappy Guy,

Reading your thread really touched me and I feel sad and relate. I am a straight female but like you never meet the right person and also endure alot of discrimination in various ways.

All I can advise is perhaps to sit down and write down all of your good qualities-you must have them!!-and look at them regularly, and perhaps to make a vision board-it is one of those boards you can hang on the wall, like a tack board, and fill it with everything you want for yourself and your life. Then look at it several times a day for at least 20 minutes and visualise having and being those things. This idea is in The Secret dvd, it's also a book, can buy both online or in stores. It worked for me in 2 different ways. But unfortunately stress/life bogged me down again and I took it down years ago and havent made another one since.

There is nothing wrong with being gay! Only small minded ignorant ppl think there is. My parents, the so-called "good Christians" they are, are some of those ppl. I have nothing to do with them, it is not worth having toxic energy or ppl in your life.

Anyway, let me know how you go. Hope that helps.