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two words i wish I'd never heard
its like being in the bottom of a well and everyone keeps coming to draw up a bucket of what ever they need, but they dont see me.
i cry for help and no matter how long the rope is it just wont seem to reach me and im not strong enough to jump up and grab on to it.
every once in a while i get a hold of it get up a bout half way or so and then some thing happens and i loose my grip, flling back into the depths of the well
at times i scream as loud as i can and other times i just curl up and wish that time would end
mental illness is not suppose to define me...but i losse my strength and i define my self that way
today i just want to say " leave the blob in the corner "
Put something in front of it so you dont see it and that way it wont bother you
just forget i was here
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 If you have come here for support, you might as well leave cause I have none to give. Im simply broken and can not be fixed.
Be careful of your thoughts, for your thoughts become your words...be careful of your words, for your words become your actions...be careful of your actions, for your actions become your habits...be careful of your habits, for your habits become your character...be careful of your character, for your character becomes your destiny.
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