My doxie just had her 10th birthday this month. i honestly don't know what i'd do without her. 20 years is a long time for any dog. it must be so hard to grow up and live with a loving, caring friend for so long and then to be without them so suddenly. hugs. have you thought about later on getting another dog? not to replace the one you lost of course, but as a new friend to help get you through this hard time? sending hugs and love ♥