Samuel,
Please don't worry that anyone might think you are looking for pity or attention. The goal of PC is to offer support and advice when requested.

So good to hear that you got out of an unsafe place last night and have the option to do so again if needed.

As far as programs and financial aid - do you have a United Way First Call for Help line where you live? They might be able to give you information. Also, you could try calling the AA chapter in your area - they can provide resources for rehab programs. You might also check into your state, county or city website to find out what financial help might be available. Oh, and also check with the counselor at school. They might know of low-cost/no-cost counseling groups for teens. I know they have those where I live.

I agree that you probably aren't in a position right now to determine whether you have mental health issues - money or not. Until you feel there is some calm in your life, the situation will mess with your brain and your moods.

We're here for you and we care about your welfare. Please keep checking in and we'll keep doing our best to provide assistance.