OK so the results are in and it wasn't as bad as I had imagined. Thanks everyone for coming along with me for the ride.

There were a few "interesting" things that happened but I think I will start another post with these.

I decided to go back again next week so I guess I should wait to hold judgment until I go a few more times. I don't know why but I kept unrealistically waiting for the Eureka moment when something magical would happen but it never came, oh well maybe next time. She did come to the conclusion though that were some issues from my childhood that I probably need to deal with, I guess it was nice to be validated.