My first husband got drunk again after 6 years of sobriety. To keep my sobriety I divorced him. Nothing and no one was going to come between me and my sobriety.

Nobody and nothing is worth losing that.

I hope you can connect with AA or NA or Alanon or NarcAnon or anyone who can walk you through this.

No drug will make this better. It will only make it go away and then the situation will be worse than it is now.

Good Luck.