I know this post is kind of all over the place but thats how my mind is all the time. I just took a Xanax so hopefully it'll make me tired. It's the only medicine I've taken that somewhat calms me down. Ive tried Zoloft, paxil, and celexa to no avail. The new one he wants me to take is anafranil or something it's an anti depressant but not an ssri commonly prescribed for OCD. I really want to try it I just can't bring myself to take it.