....I was insanely impulsive up till about the age of 36. I basically wore myself out, and was lucky to get that far.
these days...4 years later, I still have very damaging impulsive behaviours if I am not careful...only every so often I have enough vitality to finance my very expensive mental adventures.
sort of feels a bit dull...but theres not much I can do about it...
gettin' older...gettin' a bit more tired I spose'..