Thanks Cher,

I don't know what to do about the therapy... I am still going to see my psychiatrist every fortnight... but it was just so weird, I would be so nervous to see my therapist it was past the point of just feeling anxious to talk about it, I was a wreck days befoe I was due to see her. And then after, I would always come home to an empty house, and it would all just come back and I couldn't contol it... I am so confused whether I should have persevered with it maybe, or maybe it really is making me worse... stirring things up that maybe I am over...

This counting thing is really freaking me out.... will tell me psychiatrist, scared to say it though for some reason... have only told my friend and b/f about it and they say that they think it isn't something to be too worried about at this stage, and they too do it to some extent... but if I keep doing it, I will do something about it....

Took my first Lexapro today, hmmmm, lol... I have the WORST headache! don't know whether it is because of the meds but it is killing me.... not sure if I can take pain killers with them.... leaflet says that some medications interfere with lexapro....

ah well, see how it goes....

Thanks Cher,

Kel