TS, i was five and six. it wasn't my fault that my mom knew about it and did nothing. i remembered every detail of it at age 40. i went into intensive therapy and made "peace" with it....i hope you understand what i mean by "peace". i made my mind up that it would not define the kind of person that i knew i was then. i was little and didn't know what was happening to me. i was molested. not raped or anything more than really inappropriate stuff. it is not your fault and you certainly didn't project any signals that you wanted it. the perpertrator is the one that is at fault and remember this, "what goes 'round, comes 'round".........if he is still alive, he'll get it..............