Courier-of-Life,

Just so you know, most alcoholics accuse others for THEIR problem and they can be very convincing, I know because my husband did that to me. Remember, I told you that talking to your father is a waste of your time, now you know that by his blaming you and your even considering something is your fault? Whoa, that is so wrong, please get help.

I truely recommend that you seek out a local alanon meeting where you can get support for this, others who know the constant games/lies that alcoholics/addicts use for control and to get their way which is to get drunk/high.

((((Hugs))))
Open Eyes