Thanks so much you guys - Become, Cbox, Monkey, Trippin.

Even though Seroquel makes me totally dysfunctional, it did eventually kick in. Somehow I managed to take one kid to therapy, spoke with the other kids' T, refused to sign her authorization form for information to go from the T to Children's Aid, took the other kid to choir, entertained the 7 year old for one and 1/2 hours while we waited for the 10 year old then I was done, done, done and just mustered enough energy to get the kids and myself to bed. Poor kids were due for a bath last night.

Not doing so great today so I went to see "A Dangerous Method" to distract myself. It kinda worked. Took me off my immediate problems anyway. More distraction is needed. I can't stop the 'runaway train that is my thoughts' from going over a cliff. Steppin off the train...