I've never been hospitalized, but if I had actually been honest with my T and pdoc last semester (or if I had been in contact w/ the MH industry at age 12) I'm pretty sure that things would be different. I'm hoping to continue to avoid the hospital for the rest of my life (while learning how to be honest w/ pdoc and T-guess that means that I've got to continue to get better) but if it happens, I think I'll just accept it as life experience. Probably won't be that easy if it actually happens. :/