Never - but like Secretum, if I'd been more honest about things, that definitely would not be the case. If anyone had known how bad things were, they would've sent me to the psych hospital somewhere between age 13 - 16, and again around 19 - 21. I had some friends who had similar stuff going on and they were sent away, so I stayed very, very tight-lipped about everything.

From what I've heard from others, I'd have to be drastically f'd up for it to actually be good for me as opposed to being extremely distressing. I can't imagine not having access to my work, much less my husband!