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You just gave me an idea, I think I will print these posts and highlight the main points to show him. I'm an organization freak so it will be kind of like a project for me anyways.
I really don't know where to even begin to talk with him, I'll just show him the stack, he should see by the size that something is going on. I don't really know what to expect from this doc he's just a gp. Right now I'm just trying to work up the courage to ask my boyfriend to start taking me to a t. I found one I think I may be able to afford but I'm uneasy about telling the boyfriend.
It's been strange with him. For the first year and a half he was the one who made me feel safe. When I was freaking out I felt safe when he was there. If he left the room I would get all anxious. Lately I seem to get anxious when he comes around. Not always when he comes around but sometimes. The GP can't help me with this but anxiety meds could. But my thoughts on why I've been getting so anxious... When I had the seizure he was there. He did what anyone else would or could do for me but of course, like any seizure it was up to my brain to fix it. I wonder if him not being able to help that night is why I'm feeling more anxious...
Either way, the anxiety is the worst part. I've had to leave work 2 hours into my shift because of it. I feel it creeping in now. When I get really anxious I start to space out so I need the anxiety under control. Hopefully this new doc will help.
I also think I figured out why I always have stomach pain. 3 nights ago we got ice cream (something I don't eat too often) and about 45 minutes later my stomach started hurting. I'd suspected I had a low tolerance for dairy so after the really bad stomach pain 3 nights ago I cut dairy out completely. Today I haven't had any pain in my stomach at all, yesterday only a little (after a cheeseburger... I didn't even think about it until after I ate it) and the day before only in the morning. I'm gonna keep it out of my diet for a while and see if the pain completely clears up.
But I'll still bring it up with the GP. I'm kinda nervous about showing him some things I've posted in here but I have to be honest...
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