today I have cleaned up the house, threw out really bad food in the fridge (my boyfriend is awful with not eating things and then leaving them there); doing laundry AND i folded the baskets of laundry that I had done earlier...-- I only got like 2 hours of sleep before going to work, then i got like 3 hours today in the mid morn, afternoon..... but it is ok-- I at least don't feel like a waste today. and work- I am not taking too seriously since no one else is right now and I am the target to be picked on even though I can justify my actions there.

I got my bills all ready to be taken to the mail box. I think I will start to take them to the post office though.

I talked with the lady about my meds, and was honest about not wanting to up the meds even though I am not sure if they are even doing anything for me- but I would give it a chance with some time, and will go from there- I am glad the lady was very nice and understanding even suggested if I did not feel any changes i could stop them or up them but to just LET them Know,. will do.

Talked to my boyfriend and told him what i was doing, I want to get the house and laundry done so we have the weekend together- And I am excited to go to his parents for dinner.. His mom is lonely; I think I will make her a piece of jewelery.

And other news- I have tried to just be more like the floating leaf that everyone wants me to be with some things--- It is difficult but trying to manage that.

Be well all!