this forum.... it says-- "What are emotions?".....

please, I've had a sucky day
I don't know if I'm feeling too raw or if my numbing is justified.....

He knew I cherished that garden.... yet, ....
he ruined it tonight....(by just not thinking and/or caring)
my stomach is churning.....
it's RUINED..... he screwed up.....

this churning and numbing..... it keeps me from ..... from what

this- or would this be what I should feel--or this?

why can't people be nice? why do I keep trying to be close to others?

If something was ruined by your mate-- what would you do? how would you feel?

I think I am just alone.....very alone......