I have this friend that I know for a very long time. I have wrote about him in the past. My friendship with this person is confusing sometimes. I don't know why we both go back and forth with are feeling for one another.

The other day, my friend send me text saying Hi and wanted to see how I was doing? I said back that I was doing well and ask how he was. He said that he was doing good. Then out of nowhere he text me that he "miss me". I did not know if he was play around or no, so I ask if he really did miss me. He said that he really does. I wrote back saying I miss him too.

Before this chat, the last time I talk to him was on the First of the year. When he ask if I can lend him some money. We did not talk that much that day.

When chatting with my friend, starts say things. I have no idea there coming from. He say that I was always nice and good to me. He is feeling down about himself and feel guilty. I ask why he feels guilty. He said I never did him wrong and make him feel good about himself. And the fact I gave him some money and we barely talk after that.

I told him that I will always be there for him and he knows that. How I see the world is: "you other when in need and when you need help, other will help you out. And it ok that we don't talk bc we are both have a lot of things going on.

He said that he knows and feel the same way too. It just that he miss and wants me. (This is not the first time he has said me that he wants to be with me.) I told him that all he had to do to be with me, is to ask me. I don't know why I said that to him. I know that he will never ask me to be his girlfriend any time soon.

He wrote back saying that he don't want anything official or labeled. He is not ready to be in a relationship. He want to have good time. He want to love, feel love, and make love.

I told him that I knew that he was not ready for something official. And I'm not the one saying that I something like that. (Be more than friends, but deep down inside I would like to see what could be.) I said that all I want right now is to be friends. Then he said that he is down for that and that he could use a friend too.

I'm happy that we are both friends and I know that he is too. But the thing that get to me is the fact that he say he wants one thing. Then turns around and say something different. I do like him and willing to wait. It just how long to wait? Will he ever want more? Or is it last hope for us? what to do?