Thank you all, it is hard very hard. See i have no job and it is hard to find a doctor/therapist to talk to when having no money. I am trying for social security (I have filled out all the online forms) but I hurt so badly that I don't know if I can wait for that. I have tried churches around my area but they turn away. I wish this pain would go away. It hurts so badly. Thanks you all again for your kind words ((hugs))