Thank you all

Beebizzy, what you say makes sense. I also hate shopping for clothes and I think it is all somehow related to being afraid of them because they are linked to so many other things...Including the outside world that actually scares me at all times, but it is when I'm depressed that I don't have the energy to overcome that fear..
I have been trying to change my wardrobe over the past few months as everything feels uncomfortable, and there are a few things that are better than others (skirts instead of jeans) But there are times I get this 'itchy' feeling even with pyjamas and the only remedy is to just sit under the shower for a while..to feel like there is nothing on me, not even my own skin..That's what makes me think there isn't much wrong with specific clothes...But in my head..I hope all that doesn't sound too weird