(((2ofme))) Because they wanted to know what stopped you, what level of depression you got to, what pulled you away from the last step. Depression is a killer that we still do not know enough about to cure. These questions are for your safety and the safety of the next person. They are not being mean to you they are getting all the information that they can on your depression to understand your illness as we are all different. Depression will turn everything against you even your doctor. Don't let it do that to you. Be honest with your doctor, if not you are kind of fighting depression on your own.

I have been where you are talking about and farther more than once. I too have no real answer to: Why did you not do it? I guess we beat depression some how for that moment.

I hope some how some day we will not have to live like this but untill then all we can do is learn as much as we can to live with or mental illnesses. Good luck and my tomorrow be a better day.