(((hugs))) sorry to hear you are dealing with this.. I relate a lot! The first time I dealt with anxiety was 8 years ago, in my first year of marriage. It was a lot of change: we were young, we were in college full time, I was working full time. It was a lot to handle all at once and I suppose I got overloaded and started to panic. I like the previous posters suggestions of going to an medical doctor getting the all clear, then finding a T who can help you through the anxiety.