lol this is the only compassion i found from her. They just need workers badly - my luck - and that is why it seems to me that they don`t fire me. lol. I may not know because another director (not THE boss - the boss beneath the boss) said "you are a good worker i know it is not an easy job) but The main boss yelled at me etc. So the only thing i can do is hold tough and try not to panic. Survive with hope i do not need to humiliate myself mroe with silly jobs like that. It is a lot of my shame and the boring job that i feel this pain of hurting myself ..having to work there being 26 damn it.