I don't know if you do or not.
If you feel distress about your situation and/or see signs of dysfunction, then you might want to consider talking to a counselor. Sometimes, a counselor can help you figure things out. A person doesn't need to have an anxiety disorder to feel the need to see a counselor. So if you really want to know, then go talk to a counselor and see what he/she thinks.
I hope you gain access to the information/ self understanding that you desire.